In my first blog I told you that I write "Wish me love" at the end of every journal entry. Let's talk about it. It started with me wanted to end my first entry this year with "Wish me luck" but I realized luck isn't what I wanted; I wanted love. Like true love. I wanted to experience love. Sounds weird if you know me even a little bit; hear me out. I don't mean like romantic love, although that would be nice. For so long I didn't accept the love from others and Christ because I didn't feel worthy of it. I didn't love me or who I was becoming. I know many can relate to that. I know many can say they still struggle with it. So do I. Maybe your life has been like mine where a lot of the friendships/relationships you valued were imbalanced. Meaning, you loved unconditionally but the other persons love was dependent on a perfect performance from you. What a destructive way to look at love. Well lets back up...that's not love. True love IS unc...
Do you remember the movie Just Wright? It's about a physical therapist who meets an NBA player and becomes his therapist. Of course they fall in love. I fell in love with the idea of Love + Basketball - ugh what perfection! So, I went to school for PT. Received my bachelor's in Health Science and began applying for DPT programs. I was not accepted. I began to realize that maybe God had a different plan. That's where I am now, being content in my singleness and JustWriting. Wish me love!